sometimes we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them.

i never thought she could be like this.
i never knew that everything was just so fake.
i mean.. i always thought we'd be best friends. forever.
but everything turned out so badly. it's over.
now, i'm one of these persons in her past, which she doesn't care about anymore.
i never thought this was going to happen.
i put all my love and all my hope in her.
i would've died for her.

a part of me is dying.
she's killing it. she's killing me.

... and she doesn't even care.

'it's scary how people that claim to love you a lot can leave you behind so easily and have no regret while it tears you up on the inside'